Have you ever saw a childhood video for someone and realized how time flies really fast?
I did. I thought it was only on movie.
I mean, that "time flies really fast" feeling.
One day, I received a video of my nephew when he was around a year and a half. On that video he was mumbling all along. I don't know what he's trying to say, at all. He's very talkative.
Now, he's 5. Talk very fluent, not really give much attention to anyone because of busy with his own thing.
Also, have you ever talked about your highschool memories with your friends? And suddenly, you realized, the day you talk is already 10 years later.
Where all the time goes? What I've been done for all those years?
The reality that those pass years make everyone around getting older hit me really hard.
There's no much time left to be with them all the time. You already have your own life.
There's no time to always watching them everyday, because you no longer under the same roof with them.
There's no anymore time to talk all night long till 5 of us fall asleep one by one and the room become quiet or untill one said, "Hey, wake up. Go to your own room."
When you were a kid, or a teenager, this won't be an issue. You were too busy hangout with friends, even mad at your parents when they ask you to not go to party at late night or something. You think they were too conventional, old school.
At that time, you never consider making memories with parents at home or hangout with friends as a complicated choice. You can easily choose friends above family.
"I already 24 hours with family, so why I can't go out even it's late?" you think.
I was that one, too. Going mad if I can't go with my friends. Don't talk too them to show that I'm pissed off.
But now, the older I get, being at home is more precious than anything.
To sit together with all of my family member is priceless.
Because I realized (not only know), I'm running out of time.
I know that last year, on my 27th birthday, I wrote that I don't need ask anything because all I need is already in my hand.
But, right now, on my 28th birthday (shit, I'm old), if I could wish one thing, it must be time.
I need time to spend many many more time with all my beloved people.
I need time to go here and there with all of my beloved family without thinking about anyone else, but us. Without being an object of jealousy of someone else.
I need time to remembering every memories while making new memories.
I need time to heal anything, pain and hurt.
I need time to enjoying my time with my family.
I need time to travel with them or even I just need to sit together, chit-chat, without any worries.
Even worries about time itself.
I need more than 24 hours a day.
I need more than 7 days a week.
For enjoying time with everyone I love.
P.S: By saying 'beloved family', it's including you, if you ask.
I did. I thought it was only on movie.
I mean, that "time flies really fast" feeling.
One day, I received a video of my nephew when he was around a year and a half. On that video he was mumbling all along. I don't know what he's trying to say, at all. He's very talkative.
Now, he's 5. Talk very fluent, not really give much attention to anyone because of busy with his own thing.
Also, have you ever talked about your highschool memories with your friends? And suddenly, you realized, the day you talk is already 10 years later.
Where all the time goes? What I've been done for all those years?
The reality that those pass years make everyone around getting older hit me really hard.
There's no much time left to be with them all the time. You already have your own life.
There's no time to always watching them everyday, because you no longer under the same roof with them.
There's no anymore time to talk all night long till 5 of us fall asleep one by one and the room become quiet or untill one said, "Hey, wake up. Go to your own room."
When you were a kid, or a teenager, this won't be an issue. You were too busy hangout with friends, even mad at your parents when they ask you to not go to party at late night or something. You think they were too conventional, old school.
At that time, you never consider making memories with parents at home or hangout with friends as a complicated choice. You can easily choose friends above family.
"I already 24 hours with family, so why I can't go out even it's late?" you think.
I was that one, too. Going mad if I can't go with my friends. Don't talk too them to show that I'm pissed off.
But now, the older I get, being at home is more precious than anything.
To sit together with all of my family member is priceless.
Because I realized (not only know), I'm running out of time.
I know that last year, on my 27th birthday, I wrote that I don't need ask anything because all I need is already in my hand.
But, right now, on my 28th birthday (shit, I'm old), if I could wish one thing, it must be time.
I need time to spend many many more time with all my beloved people.
I need time to go here and there with all of my beloved family without thinking about anyone else, but us. Without being an object of jealousy of someone else.
I need time to remembering every memories while making new memories.
I need time to heal anything, pain and hurt.
I need time to enjoying my time with my family.
I need time to travel with them or even I just need to sit together, chit-chat, without any worries.
Even worries about time itself.
I need more than 24 hours a day.
I need more than 7 days a week.
For enjoying time with everyone I love.
P.S: By saying 'beloved family', it's including you, if you ask.