Dear friends.. Or best friends?
I never express what I'm feeling about us. This thing is beyond my usual.
I just want you to know, I thank God for every moment in my life. Include to have a friend like you. Hope that my feeling was wrong (and right at some parts). I hope it's just syndrome galau that lately become a trend in my life.
You can call me a coward, chicken, or anything else you like cause I'm telling this way. But, writing (and singing) still a good way to express my feeling, beside, maybe unconsciously, I'm really afraid to being assertive and facing discomfort situation.
So, why I choose to speak (write literally) in English? Everyone knows that I have a bad English. Okay, it'ssounds read more goods in English.
Let's start.
People's change. And so do we...
We're not talking like we used to. We're not sharing like we used to. We're not gossiping like we used to. Even we're not laughing like we used to.
Am I too much that I said, we all being more polite than before? Am I too much if I said we're not like we used to?
The cheesy word "Jangan pada belagu ya kalo udah sukses"or "Kalau nanti udah nikah, tetep main bareng ya". Hahahahaha, sounds like a bullshit for me.. But, I'm not say that we are "belagu". No, we're not. We just being mature. We just being "tau diri". We all grown up. It's a good thing, isn't it? We always have to be better person than yesterday. And, this is us now. Be better.
Hey, why are you act like a victim here? Don't be so naive! Maybe you're just not realized that you changed too.
Yes, maybe I'm denying my self.
Sad to face the truth that we're not who we are anymore. Sad when I have to see that we're not feel the same feeling anymore. Like broke up with someone you love. (Let's say that I'm too much). And sad (also ironic) when our problems not as hard as math test.
So funny to see how's life changing. It's funny to see that we're not us in several years ago. And it could be funnier when realized that I'm the one who not ready with the change.
So, goodbye to the old us. Keep the memories (if you don't mind). Hello to the new us. And, good luck for our life guys! May the joy be with you.
Love.
I never express what I'm feeling about us. This thing is beyond my usual.
I just want you to know, I thank God for every moment in my life. Include to have a friend like you. Hope that my feeling was wrong (and right at some parts). I hope it's just syndrome galau that lately become a trend in my life.
You can call me a coward, chicken, or anything else you like cause I'm telling this way. But, writing (and singing) still a good way to express my feeling, beside, maybe unconsciously, I'm really afraid to being assertive and facing discomfort situation.
So, why I choose to speak (write literally) in English? Everyone knows that I have a bad English. Okay, it's
Let's start.
People's change. And so do we...
We're not talking like we used to. We're not sharing like we used to. We're not gossiping like we used to. Even we're not laughing like we used to.
Am I too much that I said, we all being more polite than before? Am I too much if I said we're not like we used to?
The cheesy word "Jangan pada belagu ya kalo udah sukses"or "Kalau nanti udah nikah, tetep main bareng ya". Hahahahaha, sounds like a bullshit for me.. But, I'm not say that we are "belagu". No, we're not. We just being mature. We just being "tau diri". We all grown up. It's a good thing, isn't it? We always have to be better person than yesterday. And, this is us now. Be better.
Hey, why are you act like a victim here? Don't be so naive! Maybe you're just not realized that you changed too.
Yes, maybe I'm denying my self.
Sad to face the truth that we're not who we are anymore. Sad when I have to see that we're not feel the same feeling anymore. Like broke up with someone you love. (Let's say that I'm too much). And sad (also ironic) when our problems not as hard as math test.
So funny to see how's life changing. It's funny to see that we're not us in several years ago. And it could be funnier when realized that I'm the one who not ready with the change.
So, goodbye to the old us. Keep the memories (if you don't mind). Hello to the new us. And, good luck for our life guys! May the joy be with you.
Love.